December 2009
6 posts
They say everyone has “the one that got away”, I suppose I have one too. Even though she may not know it she was my first true love. But that’s the problem, because you never stop loving your first love, it fades, but it never dies. There’s always that small part of you deep inside that still loves them, that’d give life and limb for them. I guess that’s just...
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Holy crap Batman, that's a lot of blasphemy
Since the dawn of man, man has pondered the meaning of life. And the vast mojority of human history suggested the idea that the purpose of life is to worship god. I’ve never been a religious person, the way I see it, if there were a god, he/she/he-she must be pretty insecure, to create man, just to worship him? I mean I’d understand creating one little dude to worship you, would be...
Nothing in the world worth having comes easy, it requires hard work, but what do you do when the thing worth having slips away from you, beyond your grasp. just as you reach it. Do you give up?
I have this friend, who weirdly enough I find myself really attracted to recently. Which is weird because up until recently I’ve only so much as thought of her as a friend. I can’t exactly pinpoint when the switch flipped. But all I really know is everytime I speak to her get the most incredible urge to want to grab her just passionately kiss her. And right now this lust is driving me...
Half a Whole
When I’m depressed I do one of two thing, a: I drown myself in endless marathons of scrubs on DVD box set. Currently I’m watching a hell of a lot of scrubs.
What’s the cause of this depressed mood during this holiday season you ask? Well… Getting over my ex was a big deal for me, because it took an enormous amount of time, it took almost all I had. So you can imagine how...
Making Sense. part 2
So I spent most of today sitting at her grave, through the cold, the rain, and oddly enough the sun…
Up until now I had felt much like a bird who’s wings had been brutally damaged, I had lost all sense of purpose and belonging, In my mind if I couldn’t fly what could I do? I had lost sight of the fact that time passes, wounds heal.
She would’ve been ashamed of me if she...