August is Over

I'm just a guy who likes to write, often it is deep, most of the time I tend to post my inner most thoughts and emotions. Sometimes it can be rather dark, but I see no reason for censorship. I don't often post photo's, I tend not to re-blog. So if you should choose to follow me, follow me with the knowledge that in reading my posts you will know me better than anyone in my life does, but then at the same time not know me at all. After all this blog is anonymous, as theres always fun to be had in mystery.

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3 days ago with 10 notes

I think one thing I learned is showing your emotions is like showing your cards in a game of poker. So when it comes to relationships you hide it. And you bluff when it’s over so they can’t call you on it.

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3 days ago with 17 notes

Tagged: Prose Creative writing

The dye of a flower

The dye of a flower, it is delicate yet it is what gives the flower it’s beauty. It is what draws and commands the attention of many, for a flower to have its scent noticed it must draw the attention of the eyes that fall upon it. 

In a lot of ways we as people are like flowers, and as we grow our personalities become our hues. The thing is though that dye is delicate, and life has a funny way of bleaching out our personalities, and our being, we can fade, we can become washed out. When pressed too hard those colours we hold can transfer, and we lose some of it, through love, through friendship, and family. Sometimes that colour is given willingly, at others it transfers at the breaking of a heart. 

I guess that at a young age, soon after we blossom and find ourselves we are at our brightest. But as we grow older the harsh realities of life act as bleach upon us, and we fade. We tire of life and it’s never ending turmoils. But it’s worth remembering that every now and then the sun shines brightly, and we it does, it can rejuvenate that hue our personalities attained, sometimes those hues change as we as people change, and while life can be tiring, relentless and foreboding, there are moments when life can let our personalities radiate with colour.  

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6 days ago with 7 notes

Pursuit of Peace.

I’m not sure it’s normal or healthy to think about dying as much as I do. It seems easy, you know, simple and peaceful. When I think about dying I don’t often see an afterlife. I picture it as just life ending. Nothing more, you just cease to be. Mostly because I think if there was a heaven and hell, I’d likely be hellhound.

Often, I wonder how long it would take before the lives of everyone I know would return to normal. If I died today. I think a week or two is all it would take and then I’d be no more than a memory.

I don’t know why I have these thoughts, or why they’re so persistent. Perhaps I’m just an attention seeking worthless piece of shit. More than likely the case. A lot of the time, I think a lot of people would be better off and happier, some even happy to see the last of me. Sometimes I really resent my mother for keeping me when my dad wanted me to be aborted. A lot of the time I wish he’d had is way.

Life is hard. And some are strong enough to make it through, sure they pick up wounds and struggle but they make it through. Then there are others like me who struggle from day 1, and eventually they realise that it’s just not worth it. So they give up. I think I’m about ready to give up. And everyday seems to push me further and further. I know I’m a coward, and I know I’m a lot of things that are far too late to be changed now. Though in starting to feel like one day I will find the courage to put an end to my misery. I feel like this day is getting closer and closer creeping up on me for behind. I don’t want to struggle anymore. I just wish to cease to exist.

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1 week ago with 20 notes

Tagged: Creative writing poetry

Beating and Breathing

A heaving chest, mounted upon another
An epic battle of hearts 
Fighting to colonise the other
Each breath pushing at the walls of love
Whilst one barricades the other batters
Hoping to see a heart fall hopelessly 
Sometimes they battle outright
It’s a game of control 
He breathes in and her chest rises
She breathes out and weight of her love
Makes his heart fall
Every beat and every breathe
Becoming notes in a symphony
Of quickening breathes
And escalating heartbeats

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1 week ago with 12 notes

I like boobs as my much as the next guy, but Jesus my dash has become way too explicit as of late, it’s a little inconvenient when you like to sit in coffee houses and browse the web.

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1 week ago with 5 notes

Compiling a summer reading list…

Any suggestions?

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1 week ago with 7 notes

I look like such a surfer dude right now. Sun streaked hair, ‘mondo’ tan and sand in areas there should never be sand. Now to actually attempt surfing…

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1 week ago with 9 notes

Don’t ever want to come back. But I have some really great possibilities waiting. Wish you were here guys.

Don’t ever want to come back. But I have some really great possibilities waiting. Wish you were here guys.

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2 weeks ago with 9 notes

:D

:D

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2 weeks ago with 7 notes

Look what arrived.

Look what arrived.